Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Holla from VIRGINIA

kelli wrote this for her ward newsletter and asked me to post. ENJOI.

Virginia rocks! the weather is great, the land is beautiful, the people are God's children.
I am so grateful for the wonderful people you all are. in the mission field you see in vivid colors the differences in active members, less-active members, inactives, and investigators. when thinking about the ward back home i am so impressed and grateful for the good people you are. i was so lucky to be shaped by such incredible strong individuals in the leaders and membership of the ward. today my message is to the many people who, in the goodness of their hearts, sent me the famous words from President Hinckley's father "Forget yourself and go to work". Today my message is to the many men and women who often remarked to me "I wish I would have served when I was your age." And today i have but one message--repent. you too have the chance to "Forget yourself and go to work."

I can't help but think of president hinckley a couple of years ago in conference when talking about missionary work he said what's happening is good--but it is not good enough. joseph smith stated after all is said and done our duty is to preach the gospel. there is nothing more important that you can be doing in your life than preaching the gospel. share the message of the gospel with your family. preach it to your neighbors. it is more than activity in God's kingdom, there is a duty to preach the gospel and it lies on the shoulders of the faithful men and women of His church. if you do not a family mission plan, then i'm calling you to repentance. how many convert baptisms have you been apart of in the last year? decade? the bishop of the ward in which i am working should be a great example to each of you. he has baptized 4 times as many people into God's church than he did while serving his mission; and will continue onward in the building up of His kingdom. if you are not a member missionary then you are failing to fulfill your duty before God. i testify this is God's true church here on the earth with all the laws and ordinances necessary for each person to obtain salvation. with that knowledge i labor each day to spread God's word. you will be held accountable for what you know! i quote nephi when he says wo! wo be unto him that is at ease in Zion! wo unto him who crieth: All is well! if you yourself are not daily participating in member missionary work then you are allowing the devil to cheat your soul (alma 28:21). let my words ascend up to heaven even to rend eternity and stand as a witness against me and every person within reach of my words at the last day. we will, each of us, be held accountable for what we know! so i want you all to know the love from home, the cards and cookies have meant the world to me--i appreciate every morsel given. But now i'm telling none to write or send me anything unless you tell me about the missionary work in which you are a part. But please do. write me, you have a fellow sister who is unashamed! I'd love to hear about the miracles you've witnessed in your missionary labor. but if you don't have such a story to share--i will not write back! Heavenly Father's work will roll forth whether you yourself choose to help or not. but you decide. i say to our ward today: shall we not go on in so great a cause? go forward and not backward. courage, brethren and on, on to victory! let you heart rejoice and be exceedingly glad. let the earth break forth into singing. let the dead speak forth anthems of eternal praise to the King Imamnuel, who hath ordained before the world was, that which would enable us to redeem them out of their prison. for the prisoners shall go free!

i commend each of you on your path of discipleship. i testify that our Savior lives, He is the Son of the Living God, the Master, the Redeemer, the Great Creator, the Mediotor, our Advocate with the Father. my banner is clear, i am a disciple of Jesus.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

are you psyched?

cause i am. there is nothing i love more then hearing from my home gurl. oh by the way, this is kat. kellis bff. she wrote me and asked if i would help her out a bit. she wants to keep the blogging world informed without breaking the rules... so here it is, a message from sister case. ps she appreciates the love... keep it coming.

i have to tell you about a man named charles sylvester (name has been changed! hahaha). we tracted into him as he was terminating someones home. he's like a bug terminator well sister cox went running up to him and i thought "well this is a long shot he probably doesnt even lived in our area." but come to find out he lives way close to us. so then we scheduled an appointment for like a week out which the people always fall through amd completely forget it is that far away. you have to see them in like the next day or two for them to remember you. and then he gave us a business card which we MISPLACED. and never wrote down his information so when yesterday came we didn't have any of his information to call to confirm he was still planning on us. we didn't even know his address to be able to just stop by. so oh ya and we almost forgot about his appointment altogehter but we eventually did remember and went back to our apartment and prayed twice that we could find the business card. so i really kind of thought all hope was lost. but then it was simple and logical. i thought to check in the box jared's package came in. AND there it was. so we didn't have a number on the business card but we did have an address . we still knew it was a long shot for him to be there, the intial contact was so long ago and with no follow up phone call..it just really didn't seem likely. but i prayed that he would be expecting us. i prayed with real faith. i prayed that God would use all the obedient and worthy choices i had made to make this happen. (faith without works is dead) so we pulled up at his door and guess what? just what guess what? ahhhh.. he came right to the door with his wife and said (i'm not kidding you these were the first words ouf of his mouth ) "i've been expecing you!"

whoa. it was at this moment i understood that as we submit our will to God, coincidences cease and miracles being to erupt from the crevices of our lives. this have been an incredible enlightening and changing experience for me. he was so receptive to the gospel and he even had marked up the articles of faith with questions he had. and i'm certain he will follow up on his commitments. i want so much to see him baptized. i imagine him and his wife as temple going people. i yearn for their salvation. i have the simplest beginnings of true charity placed in my heart.

neal maxwell (smart guy) once said that "pain does the excavating necessary in our hearts for more joy". well he was right and i've been through that excavating process and i'm still receiving the greater joy that comes because of it.

to sum it up the opportunity to be a missionary, when that missionary is obedient, is basically the opportunity to witness miracles for 18 months.

sweet. i am happy. life is hard. love is better.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

kelli needs some love

Virginia Richmond Mission
9327 Midlothian Turnpike Suite 1-B
Richmond VA 23235-4944

love kat

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

one for the road...

miley's favorite.



fried mac and cheese balls from cheesecake factory.
now one of my personal fave's!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

goodbye!

i can't even begin to say how much i'm going to miss this.

i know i will.

but it's worth it.

i'm really trying so hard to make this going away, saying goodbye thing a positive one. but honestly i just can't see that it is. i've just felt like crying for about a week straight. ughhh.

everything is going to change.

i'm going to miss so many people. so much about my life i will miss. so much that shouldn't end is going to. in exactly 48 hours.

i will miss lazily coming home and reading all of your beautiful thoughts. seeing your beautiful photos. sharing in life with you! here in blogdom.

i don't know when or if i'll be able or want to post again but it really is farewell for now.

happy trails.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINA!


happy birthday my dear katrina.

21 years ago today!
was born the best friend a girl could ask for.

**still can't do the picture thing.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

once i heard someone

say that to feel loved and to feel understood are so similar, that to the average human they are almost indistinguishable.

its funny, huh. when you blog and people understand they usually comment and say hey! i love your thoughts i get it!

but when people don't understand you generally don't hear about it.

so that would explain why blogging is typically a positive experience for most people.

its because they feel understood by their readers and therefore feel loved.

how often in life do we feel misunderstood? and then what should be a deeply positive experience or relationship becomes so negative?

or what's even more frustrating is when you don't really understand them either. even though you want to.

the movie moulin rouge says the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

what we so often do not realize is that loving and being loved are not just actions, they are feelings, emotions.

it means understanding people and being understood.

the better you understand other people, the easier it is to love them. the happier you are.

how about being right? people don't really care to be right. not really. and they don't really hate being wrong. what they really care for is to feel loved and understood. as soon as they feel loved and understood being right or wrong isn't even in the picture. being right or wrong loses its existance.

i promise if you have a bad case of someone who always has to be right, what they really want is to feel loved and understood.

you find the key to that and you're golden.

somewhere over the rainbow...


so i report to the mtc a week from today. i'm not one ounce nervous. literally nervousness doesn't exist in me right now. i'm not at all just saying that to convince myself i'm not nervous. i'm just really not nervous. i have much bigger fish to fry this week.

one fish is: sticking to my guns. going for what i really want despite negative commenters on my life choices.

another fish is sticking to reality. stearing clear of fantasy. if you don't know, reality is something i really love.

it's where i feel safe.

one of my greatest fears is losing touch with reality. for any reason.

it's funny how in the winter you can always remember what summer feels like. and even in just the memory you find solace.

it's funny how much our desires can change based on how clear are our waters.

isn't it.